So I thought today I would post my top iTunes songs, it makes interesting reading I think! Tho I suppose it's only a matter of time that the new Coldplay track Violet Hill (Newry??? lol) takes the top spot, it's fantastic. Which is ironic, after listening to the lyrics and the last post I made!

Let's Make Love And Listen To Death From Above - CSS
Foundations - Kate Nash
Homecoming  (ft. Chris Martin) - Kanye West
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
Either Way Remix - The Twang Ft. Mike Skinner
Long Road To Ruin - Foo Fighters
Homecoming - The Teenagers
Valerie [Cover] - Amy Winehouse
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Don't Get Me Wrong - Lily Allen
We'll Live And Die In These To - The Enemy
Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance 
Back to Black - Amy Winehouse  
Tears Dry On Their Own - Amy Winehouse 
The Pretender - Foo Fighters
Starz In Their Eyes - Just Jack
Stir It Up - Bob Marley
Wanna Be (Ft. Lily Allen) - Dizzee Rascal
Learn to Fly - Foo Fighters
Sound & Vision - Franz Ferdinand
Touch The Sky - Kanye West (feat. Lupe Fiasco) 
Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
So Here We Are - Bloc Party
Do It Again - The Chemical Brothers
American Boy (Ft. Kanye West) - Estelle

I hope you all enjoyed reading yesterdays post. I was thinking all day if I should post it and finally at 5am I had enough and typed most of it out. Hopefully it's the start of me posting again but we shall see! I mean, who is interested in the crap I write, I suppose that sums up why I have not been posting! If I could write about everything I would have some mad, funny stories to share but I would offend practically every person I know, oh wait I do anyway, lol! There's the lying, obsessive bitchy girls, the fights, the "Everything that is NOT acceptable is OK", the fishing trip, surely a 23 year old girl is to young for me to go out with, the England start up business with the great money offer, the "I hate women" or "I'm so depressed", the affairs, the "Let me give you a b*ow job or I will knock your ballacks in", The hours lost through drink which I ALWAYS get the blame for, I am just tag along Graham, the amusing dates and falling in love with me... I have just touched the surface and that's only the last week! lol All water under the bridge as every week it resets, no loading from the last point, there are no saves in this game!

I bloody chipped my tooth again on a Spring Roll, it's long running saga that one but a bit of a p*sser as it's my front one! Lastly for today I got round to watching Eternal Sunshine for a Spotless Mind! All I will say is, probably bad timing for watching that movie! Oh, wait, one more thing, I totally forgot that South Park had started again, jumped out of bed last night in the am and furiously got to work DL'ing, nearly have the first 7 eps, so, so, soooo can't wait to watch them! Have a good one folks!

TODAY'S LINKS :: New T-Shirt Hell shirts :: Microsoft CEO uses a Mac for presentations :: Breakdance - Grand Central Station :: BT Bot :: The Poster List :: Holographic Data Storage is Here!

REMEMBER KID'S :: "Never miss a good opportunity to shut up!"

IRONIC SONG OF THE DAY :: Coldplay Violet Hill "So if you love me why'd you let me go?"

Violet Hill Lyrics

Dear Blog, it's been a long time since my last confession and believe me when I say that I am wracked with guilt about that alone, it deserves it's own post. The lack of structure in my life is causing havoc with a routine for posting and I don't really feel that I can write anything of any worth, without some time constraints and pressure. That said, here I am sporadically posting, though it is set to change as my six months off work is coming to an end and some rigidity will follow soon, all being well!

I have been to Amsterdam since we last conversed and Cardiff, I had a blast but I am sure I would just bore you talking about it. Had some great nights out, all faded memories now but boy did some controversial sh*t happen, well may be kick off is more the word! " That Demon Drink" *shakes fist* I have spent so much money, covered all the entertainment bases, bought some nice things (waiting on GTA 4 for PS3 to arrive in the post) and fitted in some poker, tho my results have tailed off in live play! Last time I only managing 3rd and we are on a break for the footy at the mo! Have had more success online and am finding cash games a bit of a breeze. I play the total opposite to my normal tight game, so it's ironic really!

So to recap, drink, drugs, rock and not forgetting roll and a pinch of gambling, hmmm. What else do I have to confess? Oh, women, I can't fathom your actions sometimes. See the way I just offend all the women I know, lol! Take for example SBB. Now that was over and dealt with years ago, she dumped me for her own reasons, totally broke my heart and probably turned me in to the cold, well maybe that's a bit harsh, void of feeling, maybe not that, having complete emotional control possibly, well anyone who knows me will get it. I tend to be really good at dealing with stuff and containing myself in my own little bubble, talking and sharing everything but not really giving anything away. Like Kimi, the Ice Man, lol! Anyway I digress, everything was put in a little box like Pandora's, filed away and sorted. Probably under Z, so as not to be found too often. It meant that when she got in touch (which is every few months if averaged out), if she wanted an alternate opinion or a bit of support I was there to give it, then when she fell in to the void again it was cool! I am not the sort to hold a grudge or wish ill upon anyone and would do what I could to help anyone, again as I would hope all my friends would agree with. Now, she is forging a life in a new country and I assume that she is really living the good life, the life she wants and is having a great time doing that. It's sort of a running joke that when she gets in touch, I would bring up that she owes me a holiday and when am I invited over. Now the interesting bit, finally some reward for reading all that crap...

She invited me over, which is grand in it's self and this has happened before. Tho this time it's a little different, she is serious. It's not a joke! I explained that there is nothing to gain from me visiting, tho I would like to hang out and get another holiday, we could hook up and have a blast! I don't think for one second that we would not fall into our own little world but it's empty fun, as when I return we will not be together, she has the same issues in her life and the void will suck her back in again! So that's it you would think but not really. Friday night she phoned me, I spoke to her briefly before she had to go but then she called my house, left messages on my Moby answer machine telling me that she loved me! *shocker* She also texted to say she thinks about me all the time! Now to further flesh this out, when we where together, many years ago we had the best relationship, we where each others 'ONE'! Something that I think rarely happens in life and it's entirely possible that this has not changed, tho as discussed earlier I have (maybe read as had) dealt with all that. I don't know if there is something has changed, if it was that I was a little weak after just coming back and recovering from Amsterdam but there is a chink of light coming from that dust old filing cabinet and I think Pandora's box mat be a jar! The funny thing is that she has not bothered to reply to texts or get in touch since Friday night, what sort of head fu*k is that? It's not that I am having a problem dealing with it, that I have any other chicks on the go to be concerned about but I just can't believe that after all these years and I have only talked to her face to face a few times in like the last 5 years, that she is still willing to risk our sanity for a few days of fun that she will not let continue!

Am I just supposed to forget about it, read between the line or god forbid being made a fool out of? Tho I doubt that, as I am well aware of what's happening! If anyone knows anything about women and can help, being constructive and not being hurtful or stating the obvious because this is not a normal relationship or situation, please give me your 2 cents worth! Oh and just before anyone thinks I am being hypocritical, as I say NEVER go back as a rule, this, my friends would be the exception that proves that rule, lol!

Finally, I updated my phone and somehow lost numbers and texts when the memory was wiped. So if I have not replied to you or whatever you know why! The positive side to this is that I have Truphone VoIP set up aging on my Moby. So you can get me on that number or just go to my facebook profile click the Truphone button on the left and call me for free from your PC and leave a message if I am not with in Wi-Fi range! How cool is that?

TODAY'S LINKS :: This Photograph is my proof :: Meebo :: Studies show that the clutter underneath your desk is to blame for all the failures in your life! :: Made in China :: Pollicinor

REMEMBER KID'S :: "When cryptography is outlawed, bayl bhgynjf jay unir cevinpl."

IRONIC SONG OF THE DAY :: Scarlett Johansson Falling Down "Well I open my eyes, I was blind as can be, When you give a man luck, He must fall in the sea"

"What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays,
You're the pretender,
What if I say I will never surrender?"

Sup folks? So last week I had a SIM Problem with the old Moby, thank god it's all sorted now tho! Last week was a bit of a mare really, dinners, meetings, paintballing, pubs, clubs, etc. Even had the possibility of a really good job but it would mean moving to England.

This week has been a little more subdued and the weekends going to be a quite affair, just popping round to a friends for a beer or twenty and some darts! Must say hi to Brian, Happy Birthday Dude!

Suppose it's getting near that time of year to start talking about Glasto... This year's festival will be headlined by US rapper Jay-Z, which is a bit cool. The rest of this year's line-up remains a closely guarded secret, although Neil Diamond will play the so-called "veteran's slot" on the Sunday! Also it's the time of year to talk about F1! 2 weeks to go to the Melbourne Australian Grand Prix and I can't wait, we even have a night, street race this year in Singapore!

Finally 3 strikes you are out on suspected illegal internet DL'ing! What's next, the PSNI come round to your house to remove your car because you have, may have or possibly will in the future break the speed limit *sigh*

'Things I have recorded with Sky+ but not yet watched'

• Suenos World Spanish 1 - 16
• Around The World in 80 Treasures
• Lily Allen and Friends
• The Class
• The BRIT Awards
• Relocation, Relocation
• Grand Designs
• The Big Bang Theory
• Murder
• Desi DNA
• Modern Toss
• Two Pints of Larger
• The People Watchers
• Come Dine With Me
• Jamie at Home
• Big Brother USA

TODAY'S LINKS :: Singapore GP :: The World According to Americans :: Funniest Asian Show Every LOL!!!!!! :: How to Create The Ultimate Windows XP Installation CD/DVD :: Brill Time Wasting Game :: What Signs Should Say

REMEMBER KID'S :: "Whitewater is over when the First Lady sings."

OMG, I don't have a girl friend on Valentines Day, how great is that, no over priced flowers, gifts, meals or getting everything wrong, lol! Not that of course I would but it's nice not to even have to think about it! I have a fantastic weekend planned, just for me! It consists of some good wine, carryout food, great music and online poker! Ah, does life get any better??! Bet you are all jealous, I might even buy myself something nice. Hope whatever you have planned does not end in failure, arguments and tears. God I am becoming so cynical, ha.... becoming!

So what else is going on with me, well not much, been busy doing my thing (usually involving alcohol). Lost poker last night, final hand I had pocket J's under the gun, raised it up half my stack and ran into Kayeso with pocket A's in the big blind going all in to a raise. Can't fault my play and if I had won that hand I would have been there at the end again but you just can't get in the money every week!

I have decided that I am now a bit disillusioned with not working and have given myself another two weeks and then I am going to get a job, finally, I have had enough!

Lastly for today I give you the now famous, 'Things I have recorded with Sky+ but not yet watched'  (Not too highbrow this week):

• The Man Who Fell To Earth
• James Martin: Digs Deep
• Later With Jools Holland
• Real Chinese
• China Close Up
• The Class
• Reaper
• Lily Allen and Friends
• Film 2008

TODAY'S LINKS :: LocateTV :: Safe Now :: 13 Places To Watch TV Online for Free :: Guns :: Songza lets you listen to any song or band :: 7 Strange But Fun Internet Games

REMEMBER KID'S :: "NEBRASKA: At least the cows are sane!"

• A.I. Artificial Intelligence
• Chris Rock: Bigger and Blacker
• Torchwood Reaper
• A Place in the Sun
• Later 200 With Jooles Holland

Had a lovely evening last night at Neil and Ali's, got to have a lovely chat with Ali while Neil, clearly a technophobe in his old age, tried to set up his Xbox 360 and I even got to say good night to Xander!

So where will you be on Superbowl Sunday? Obviously I will be watching the game, lacking SBB but there you have it! Um, New England Patriots to win I suppose for the clean sweep, winning every game of the season!

I can't wait to go out and get trashed tonight, really looking forward to getting drunk. As I have been drinkin very little the novelty is back! Happy Birthday goes out to my big Sis, tonight is her night so I hope I don't end up just falling over, doubt it tho, I can never get THAT drunk, lol!

Hope you all have and are having a brill weekend! Party safe folks!

TODAY'S LINKS :: The man who owns the Internet :: Living in a Garbage Truck :: Play Classic 20Q :: How much of your favorite energy drink, soda, or caffeinated food would it take to kill you? :: FileWin.com can find torrents, mp3s, videos, images, ebooks, roms, zip files, or anything else you can think of!

REMEMBER KID'S :: "Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love....Albert Einstein"

• Blade Runner: Complete Collector's Edition (1982) (5 Discs) (Blu-Ray)
• MARLBORO RED CIGARETTES - x 400
• DKNY NY1314 Gents Digital Watch
• The Omen Pentology Box Set
• Maxell 12GB USB2.0 Portable Hard Drive - Black
• Renewed My POP3 E Mail Account

Maybe I will do another list tomorrow, laterz!

TODAY'S LINKS :: Top Ten Thoughts For 2008 :: Masturbation Mistake :: Top 10 Statistics! :: Punk-O-Matic Game :: 80% Efficient Solar Panel?! Works at Night?! :: Top 10 Most Dangerous Toys

REMEMBER KID'S :: "In the '60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world Is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal!"